Water Runs Dry

[Oz]

It was when I was driving away from Tripper?s house at two o clock, late Sunday night (well, Monday morning the way that you would think about it) after one of the best weekends of my life that I thought about you again for the first time. I was listening to his CD, White Pony, the newest CD of the same band that we had just gotten back from seeing, the same concert that you and I had planned on going to. It was loud, and it was magical. I was nearby your house. I thought about how much I wanted to go see you, how badly I wanted you to just be awake, waiting outside by your car; waiting for me. I was at the intersection of Paseo and Golf Course, a right turn to take me home, and continuing straight meaning that I would go to your house. ?Change (In The House Of Flies)? came on. I saw your cousin at the concert tonight. The same cousin that I kissed. Yeah, James. You always were a bit homophobic. I think he knew that we were done, though. Maybe you?ve talked to him. Maybe you were at this very concert. If you were, I wonder if you had a good time. You never seemed to have a good time at the concerts that I took you to. Even Matchbox Twenty. But I realized something at that intersection. It was a big realization. Are you ready for it? I thought to myself: ?She?s not gonna be there. And if she is? It?s not gonna matter.? Now that may not mean that much to you, but that?s only cuz you?re not reading it right. The emphasis in that quote must be put on the word matter. ?It?s not gonna matter.? Because that is the realization that I came to. It really doesn?t matter. Not anymore. Not now that I?ve had one of the most phenomenal weekends of my life. I kinda wish you were still around, so that I could tell you about it. But it wouldn?t matter to you. Just like you don?t matter to me anymore. I saw Dianna last night. I was shot at last night. I saw the Deftones tonight. I lost you tonight.


change (in the house of flies)

I watched you change
into a fly
I looked away you were on fire
and I watched a change in you
it's like you never had
wings now you feel so alive
I've watched you change
I took you home
set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
then I laughed
and I watched a change in you
it's like you never had wings
now you feel so alive
I've watched you change
it's like you never had those
eye (6x)
I look at the cross
then I look away
give you the gun blow me away
i've watched a change in you
it's like you never had wings
now you feel so alive
i've watched you change
now you feel alive
you feel alive
you feel alive
i've watched you change
it's like you never had those
eye (6x)
you changed
you changed
you changed


------------------
"What about David? What are you doing with him?"
"What you should be doing with me..."

Proud family member of Jelymo, gollum, Kelly, Dano, Jaxom27, Fenix and others.

"Om Namaha Shivaya." ~ Dano

www.andysworld.itgo.com

[Branflakes]

Wow, I really liked that one, Oz.

------------------
The original ninja lesbian milk getter.
Please click on that banner.
The one called "brain" and "brandiflakes" and....
I'm tired of the silent majority. Silence equals death.
Life is what you make it.
"For there is nothing either good or bad but thinking makes it so."-Shakespeare, Hamlet
"My hope is that one day our society as a whole will be able to look past gender and see the integrity of the relationship that lies beyond." --Jamie Brown
ChatterBox